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Under My Pillow

by Diekmann

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1.
Superstore 02:47
masses crawl a viscous flow suburban malls a daily show it's 9 a.m. the doors are still closed save your spot prepare to go run honey time is short in this outsized superstore run my honey to get more run honey time is short in this outsized superstore ain't that funny i want more that will make me smile running for alittle while what a grabby style the trolley's filled with a bunch of trash no things we need but a daring deed i fill the big black bag while you distract the guard oh it's just as simple as that (oh well honey) time to start run honey doublequick they want money we need kick yeah hopefully nothing's in our way run honey time is short in this outsized superstore ain't that funny i want more oh yeah that makes us smile running for a little while a little while oh that makes us cry you and i may end someday like bonnie and clyde
2.
Clear 02:28
this monday morning i don't stand up 'cause i'm ill and i won't try it 'cause i neither have the will - will i hope you understand i asked my chief but he says: "hmm...with this attitude you won't get far in this biz" well now things become clear it has to stop here no more time i will waste it's freedom's good taste come on over here do a little dance, hey say hello to me my friends i'm back - i'm back again yesterday i met a really good old class mate and my girl said before i left "don't come home too late!" well i got back at daybreak she was awake and quite upset she said: "i said you shouldn't..." blah blah well now things become clear it has to stop here no more time i will waste it's freedom's good taste come on over here do a little dance, hey say hello to me my friends i'm back - i'm back again and now things are quite clear it has to stop here no more time i will waste it's freedom's good taste come on over here do a little dance, hey say hello to life my friends i'm back - i'm back again
3.
How Long 03:29
there is nothing but an emptiness a blank sheet is more filled than this don't know what - don't know where to seek since days. since weeks. all the words written umpteen times all my thoughts have been taught to rhyme there's a hole in between my ears for 6 days? 6 weeks? 6 years? how long will this whole mess go on will it swallow up my head like a vortex sucks a pup shut up a good word fills a sheet but not this black hole right here since years it wipes away all my ideas how long will this black hole grow on will it swallow up my head like a vortex sucks a pup how long will this whole mess go on will it swallow up my head like a vortex sucks a pup how long
4.
At Least 02:36
i woke up this morning feeling really sad i thought i've lost the most important thing i had something is not right today but i don't know what to say do you remember when this day comes to an end i'm sitting on the bed your hand is holding mine i softly touch your head there's something left i need to say but maybe not today do you remember when i said for the last time at least i think that i have said it sometime do you remember when i said for the last time at least i think that i have said it sometime do you remember when i said for the last time at least i think that i have said it sometime do you remember when i said for the last time at least i think that i have said it sometime
5.
Ordinary 02:36
i want to be world's desire and i want to get higher to spit down from the top a wet kiss to the mob right now i'm on my way you know as once cassius clay no hit could be too hard uh...sounds like a frat that is not what i want what i want i don't get feels like a headache without a head what i want i don't get this is normal i hate that i hate that i am too old today to die with 27 and if god has his way i've got my place in heaven oh man i'm fucking normal sound like any doorbeel i guess i'm just another ordinary guy and this not what i want what i want i don't get feels like a headache without a head what i want i don't get this is normal i hate that oh i hate that i hate that i hate that but an ordinary life is still better than a bad what i want i don't get feels like a headache without a head what i want i don't get this is normal i hate that oh i hate that
6.
I'm Glad 01:24
i'm a bird brain yes a bird brain (oh yes you are) i don't care 'bout that my short term memory makes me feel alright out of sight out of mind i'm flying against the window hit my head - stumble back. forget all that has happened in the past six seconds but i'm glad yes i'm glad really glad oh so glad oh yes i'm glad and then i'm sad (oh yes so sad) i don't care 'bout that my short term memory makes me feel quite fine every minute all the time i'm flying against the window hit my head - stumble back. forget all that has happened in the past six seconds but i'm glad! i'm so glad yes i'm glad oh so glad to forget all that
7.
Sometimes 01:23
sometimes i'm dumb sometimes deaf and if the world around breaks down i'm quite save in my small shell lovely shell sometimes i'm blind on the wrong side and even if my feet get wet i'm still save in my sweet shell
8.
Welcome 03:09
i thought 'bout my life for a long long time and had to state i made a lot of mistakes this ain't nothing new for you i guess well why not mark it as our first success hey welcome folks to chapter one we're all the same like everyone don't question yet my point of view let's get down to chapter two my papers had been stolen but i won't fuss why should i? i don't pay when i take the bus the online news about katrina and belfast make me feel sad as well as the summer ist past welcome to chapter two this world is bad and so are you the lesson's finished you agree time to open chapter three this chapter neither shows how to live nor even will it give an answer or some kind of hint or is simply out of print ... welcome folks to chapter four stomp your feet on the floor there's nothing left that we can do welcome oh no chance to live a better life no way to change the things we do now you can question that point of view, ha welcome to chapter five welcome to four welcome to three welcome to two yes and get back to one
9.
She's Stoned 03:43
she's stoned. she'S lying on the floor dead and cold. no laughter no more is this a dream or reality please wake up stand up. these games i hate a lot now you're better standing up please wake up you had never passed the line where morbid dream and life unite. but now you hit the unknown side daily grind made you do the things you thought you'd never do. and now this step is done shout out loud my inner fear but nothing happens - nothing's real i lose my only love this is happening. this is real and this is what i feel. fly she's stoned. she's lying on the floor dead and cold. no laughter no more if this is reality i'd better sleep lay me down and dream
10.
i can't sleep i'm wondering i need to know so many things i'm wide awake and my eyes burn there is so much to learn my brain feels like irish stew and my thoughts are the bread i dip into it's burning in my head it's burning in my head it's burning in my head i don't know where life may end if kurt cobain was heaven sent will we hear news from space or deal with god from face to face is there an answer for it all are we just another stardust rise and fall it's burning in my head it's burning in my head it's burning in my head please stop thinking all the time there is no answer will be no answer and it's burning keeps on burning yes it burns it's burning in my it's burning in my oh it burns in my head it's burning till i'm dead
11.
lying awake i see the sun come i'm not alone there is a monster in my bed and gently pets my head i'm still awake i feel the night come now there's a girl and all i think is: run! but i can't move and here she comes under my pillow there is a monster under my pillow there is a girl under my pillow there is a mobster and they play a cryptic game i feel asleep and in my dream i saw a man with a pillow in his hands and this is where the story ends under my pillow there was a monster under my pillow there was a girl and if the mobster hadn't stolen the pillow they would still be there and play
12.
One Day 02:01
one day i will have a flash of wit and then i can leave my shit behind and everything will be fine but till that day i have to put myself on the line see what a fool i am don't have a clue nor a plan but one day and that's for sure yes one day i'll be secure someday i will have a flash of wit and till that day i swamp my shit out and everything's not fine sometimes life is as sweet as a lime see what a fool i am don't have a clue nor a plan but one day and that's for sure yes one day i'll be secure now that i sing my own words i recognize the word absurd seems like a holy flash of shit but hope springs eternal and one day i'll have my flash of wit
13.
My Fault 05:41
my fault i know there will be no replay no rewriting can be made close to nothing and so far away from where this story starts no no no oh oh oh no no no no oh oh oh no my life i think will never be the same now i would do many things in another way but there will be no replay and i know it's my fault my fault yes it is my fault no no oh my fault and still it is

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released June 11, 2017

music & lyrics: carsten diekmann
bass: christoph schneider
drums: daniel eichholz
additional vocals on One Day: karen eckert
mix & master: pascal stoffels
everything else: carsten diekmann

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